You'd figure all the attention I get for (apparently) looking good would give me a huge self-esteem boost, although it does the exact opposite and I feel cheap and worthless because people see me as somebody they could potentially screw and have me done with in no time, like fast food.

Maybe I'm looking under the wrong stones, or maybe the problem is I'm not even looking and it's just happening. People are such stinkers and I'm not worthless.