not that i am really that deserving of it

things i don't care about: everything.

My self-esteem crumbles when I can't freakin' get something right. I'm so used to everything being easy.

Oh, and besides what I'm doing right now, everything has been really good including a good grade in a paper with a supposed C- average last year.

I'm incredibly tired at the moment and I have been for days. Nothing I do seems to really help that, so I'm cutting coffee out of my life for now to see what effect that has. Eck.

Let's remember this as the day I in fact asked my crush out to a movie, and got a yes.

Last night I got a text message to come outside, and I got told to get in the car and I was taken off to a really beautiful spot up on a hill overlooking all of the city. It was gorgeous. I had so much excitement reaching across every inch of my body and there was happiness inside me; enough to cover the spread of Dunedin.
Things have been a little too pleasant lately. I'm a little nervous, but I'm certainly not complaining about the magic and simplicity surrounding my life at the moment.

I think there will be heaps of fun tonight!