I'm incredibly tired at the moment and I have been for days. Nothing I do seems to really help that, so I'm cutting coffee out of my life for now to see what effect that has. Eck.

Let's remember this as the day I in fact asked my crush out to a movie, and got a yes.

Last night I got a text message to come outside, and I got told to get in the car and I was taken off to a really beautiful spot up on a hill overlooking all of the city. It was gorgeous. I had so much excitement reaching across every inch of my body and there was happiness inside me; enough to cover the spread of Dunedin.
Things have been a little too pleasant lately. I'm a little nervous, but I'm certainly not complaining about the magic and simplicity surrounding my life at the moment.

I think there will be heaps of fun tonight!

It pains me how difficult I am.

There I go again, having nightmares about people leaving.

I kind of like having a crush on someone else. So many different doorways open up and I only feel these nice happy things, and there's not a single bad thing to remember.