so busy recently. i hardly have time to sleep properly because i have so much work to do.

i don't know what to say. things have been pretty good i guess, not perfect but totally much better. i'm still haunted by everything wrong but i definitely feel progress happening. it's going to take a while to completely break off feeling like an empty shell, though. yawn. i don't know why i'm even writing this. i guess because i can't talk to anybody because no one really cares and i don't want people leaving again.