stop hating yourself you fucking idiot you don't have time anymore

reading previous posts is a little strange because i could swear it wasn't me writing them, if i didn't already know it was me.

i'm not sure what exactly has changed since then, but my head space is much nicer and i feel significantly more stable. i don't care so much about whatever the multitude of posts were about, but i feel like i can trust myself. maybe it was simply just time that let me heal.